lost_slasher

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now.	✓ I don't watch much TV these days.	✓ I own lots of books.
× I wear glasses or contact lenses.	× I love to play video games.	✓ I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies.	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
✓ I curse sometimes.	✓ I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

( it goes on... )

holyfuckingshit

I just found something I thought to be gone forever.
The thing that I have mourned for many months.
I am just so fucking happy I feel like I could burst.
Something I had already replaced twice over.

:):):):)
Fucking score...this is so weird. I am so fucking ecstatic.


I just...I can't believe I never, in all these months, thought to look where it was.

I am being a happy panda :)

stolen from pyrobaka
I've always wanted to do one of these stupid things but could never bring myself to
( silly survey thingy )

1. Pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months under a lj-cut.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

( Read more... )

happyhappyhappyhappyhappy :)




so fucking happy, and for once, for once, it's not because of a drug.


So very fucking happy.

So I haven't decided.

1. My mom doesn't want me to know she's smoking again, and is just plain dumb and oblivious to how obvious she is.

or

2. Doesn't care if I know and as such allows all the slips she makes.

Okay. Evidence
a. She goes in the bathroom, turns the fan on. 15 minutes later she comes out and goes to change her clothes. The bathroom is VERY smokey and reeks.
b. After such use, there is always a combination of ciggarette buts, matches or pack wrappings in the toilet.
c. Matches left laying around.
d. (okay this one I was a bad kid to find out>.>) Ciggarettes in her purse.

If she didn't care if I knew you'd think she'd just smoke in front of me. But since she goes to such lengths to barely cover it, then she must not want me to know. But god if she doesn't want me to know then she's just REALLY dumb.

Hm. I suppose there are pros and cons of every decision.

I just didn't think of them.

I wish I wish I wish I wish there was a song to describe how I feel right at this moment.


I'd listen to it forever.

:( sad thing is there isn't one by any artist I know and I don't know how to find a song about it without taking more time I'm willing to put in.



Plus I'm not even exactly sure what it is. But I want there to be a song about it.

I feel so fucking stupid and pissed off.



And certain people are funny when they don't realize that they aren't subtle.

But that kid is never subtle:)

I have a callous on my thumb :( Where I use a lighter. Thats a little sad.

sorry

I am going to shoot myself.





PS. WHAT THE FUCK.

This public service announcement has been brought to you by the makers of Grade A misery.


FUCK.

That is all. Please drive safe and remember: If you have a name and exist, I probably hate you right now.

This public service announcement has been brought to you by the makers of Grade A misery.


FUCK.

That is all.

AAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh








Oh, fuck.

I fucking hate...well....actually not a lot right now. Eric(with a c, not my brother)


HOLD ON

Eric hizo mi triste porque el no puede ayudar mi. Y esto es malo porque hoy yo di Dash un cosa que a les gusta. Y ya sientiendo mal, y yo pienso que yo tengo tres o cuatro horas.

Pero hoy fue bien porque Eric es simpatico. O, Eric fue simpatico.



:(

La clase de espanol fue a la fin de escuela, y me gusta hablar espanol.


GARRRRR
Yo jodiendo matar algo.


Y yo no sabo si es corecta, porque la clase no ayuda con esso.


Pero hoy fue bien porque Eric. Y ahora hoy es un poco malo porque el.

:(
Yo no debo dar a Dash. Pero yo encanto ella.


NO ME GUSTA LAS COSAS EN LA (world)




jode.

Honesty really is so refreshing. And to think it had to come from a stalker.






I think I need to stop what I've been doing to two people (and beth, it's not drugs, you or kristyn)

I love Therese.

<3

The little child whispered, "Goddess speak to me."
And a meadowlark sang.
But the child did not hear.
So the child yelled, "Goddess speak to me!"
And the thunder rolled across the sky.
The little child looked around and and said, "Goddess let me see you."
And a star shone brightly.
But the child did not notice.
And the child shouted, "Goddess show me a miracle!"
And a baby was born.
But the child did not know.
So the child cried out in despair, "Touch me Goddess, and let me know you are here!"
Whereupon the Goddess reached down and touched the child.
But the child brushed the butterfly away and walked away unknowingly.





People who hate never get a second chance. But love never gives you a first.
I might talk to Therese tomorrow. That would be good.


I hate very few people more than him, and few I hate for as little a reason as I hate him.
I really wish he wasn't my friend. I never want to ever see him again. And I'll bet you five bucks that I'm going to hang out with him atleast two days after school next week. Probably more, and considering I have lunch with him on one day (thank god for block scheduling) I'll see him plemty this week. He doesn't even know I hate him, he thinks I'm one of his best friends.
I honestly, with all the feelings of helpless rage and frustration, hate him.
Because he likes me.